this is the third time that she want to break-up, i really think that its my fault that let things happend like this, i really dont know what have i done wrong, maybe i am just too dumb to notice, or most probably that i am not that sensitive, after so long i had never accuse her for anything, until today, i really cant take it, my love one lie to me, oh!!! can you belive it, it really make no sense at all. is this really fate?
am i really that weak? i was able to stop the first, the second, hmn.. i cant, but she gave me a chance, so that i wont feel that bad, and the third, i cant.. i think i never can anymore, i think she drain me out just like that, yeah, i do admit that i was there just looking at how she treat me, and leave me behind, wonder whats she is really thinking that time, really asking myself, what was me to her?
so finally, hmn, consider myself banish from her side, yeah, i dont know what will it be and what will become in the future, no body knows, but future still lies on ones hand as they say, i dont know, i still think that, whom that comes, will comes, whom that goes, will goes, what change when there is no need for such, why think when there is no reason for such.
