how can i been so stupid that i let myself being lied by my girl for the past months, its really a miracle that i did not stop her from lying to me.
how.. oh god, how can i been so dumb to notice it, maybe its my fault that i let her do what ever she like until that she really need some time for herself to get away from me, or maybe i am just a moron that will just like to stick beside her.
well she did tell me that we are just friends yesterday morning, i still really dont understand that why she lie to me, until just now, its all for my sake, why must she be so shellfish, i did told her that i dislike people lying around me, because i dont, and i did told her that i will share her load, and she dosent let me either, all along i was just standing on the stange and just acting my own show, which i dont think that there will be anyone watching it, other then me.
an idiot like me really deserve some punnishment, maybe thats why she left me. i really like her, and she wants a reason, which i have none. i dont need a reason to love, mostly because i felt love around me. which now, i dosent feel it anymore.
can anyone just give me a answer, why did she want to lie to me, if she really want to break up.
